24 June, 2009
- Listening to: Marilyn Manson - Arma-goddamn-motherfuckin-geddon
Alot of things has happend in the latest time, and I apologize for my absence. What truly has been the biggest chance is that I broke up with my boyfriend of two years. It was a huge turmoil of feelings and I wasn’t sure how to handle it all. But I’m feeling alot better than I thought I would, and I’m taking small steps back to reality.
Also the summer is here! Been working as a substitute at a driving school for almost four weeks and now I’m back to webdeveloping and having a bit of vacation. I’m going to Gothenburg this weekend to visit the music festival Metaltown, and next week I’m heading to Arvika. It’ll be splendid and I’ll, among others, see Marilyn Manson, Nine Inch Nails, Slipknot and Korn in these weeks. Yiha! <3
Also I’ve finished Lost since I last wrote and has also completed all the series of How I Met Your Mother. Barney is a genius!
Tip: Follow me on Twitter. Alot more active there it seems. I’ll try and shape up though!
Spending the evening with beer and zombie movies. Tis awesome!
TAGS: festivals, love, marilyn manson
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8 May, 2009
- Listening to: Marilyn Manson - Great Big White World
Up and down. Hi? Bye? Hi? What the fuck is going on?
I guess that although it’s goddamn nerve-wrecking I believe it’ll do good in a longer term. But right now it’s hell at times whilst good for the heart and mind at times. I don’t know what to make out of anything anymore and I wish everyone could be straight with whatever they want. I realize I’m speaking in mystery but I’d rather not hang out people nor the situation itself. So I’ll end it here saying I’m still upset and confused.
Still.
Hope things will turn out good, and if not good will come out of that too. Just hate this insecurity.
On a happier note: It’s warm outside. Summer’s around the corner. YAY, I tell you. YAY!
I sip coffee and look forward to the evening’s adventure.
And I look forward to getting out of this mess.
Today’s tip: Kingdom Hearts (PS3). Old old old, but still so wonderful it makes my eyes tear. Mucho love.
TAGS: feelings
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22 April, 2009
- Listening to: Pendulum - Propane Nightmares
Sorry about the quietness. I suck. ._.
I’ve been sorta busy though. Started working more seriously with the webdeveloper job last week and OF COURSE my computer decided to crash last friday. Such a timing, stupid machine. Anyway. Was planning on dumping Vista and install XP instead, but apparently the drive routines didn’t want to work on a HP machine with the default systeme being Vista. LAME! Though my computer is much cleaner and the performance has improved amazingly. So my sad face didn’t last very long. The computer’s fresh and working at least.
Also I went out for beers Thursday, Friday AND Saturday last week. Really got into the mood, it seems, and so I had three very social and fun days. My friend came home from the Caribbean, having been away for five months, and also we discovered a new Rock bar in the near area. It was a great place and on the Saturday there even were live bands there. Sent dad a text telling him what we was treated and ended the text writing “Party. Bonus.” Wayne’s World really spices up my life! :]
Can’t wait for the weather to get even nicer.
Tonight: Cheese n’ wine + Movies n’ Friends.
TAGS: computers, parties
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14 April, 2009
- Listening to: Marilyn Manson - We're From America
The “new” Marilyn Manson song “We’re From America” is so fucking good. It’s been some time since I downloaded it now, but I got one of those days when I’m spamming it, and it’s incredible! I’m so excited about the new record. Although “Eat Me, Drink Me” was alright this sure is more of my taste. His baaack! And so is Twiggy, which I believe is another good reason this single is awesome, like I hope the rest of the record will be aswell. Gah! The concert this summer will probably be special. :] I’m really glad he’s still active. Though I wish he would be more active with his movie project too.. ._.
Still fixing with some coding. Discovered that he layout looks shit in Explorer. Gah. Everyone convert to Firefox, yes? (a) Enthusiast is coming up really soon, and then I’ve gotta fix that WoW page under “About”. I’m lazy.
Blah, should go and get myself some lunch.. Not very hungry these days though. Too much in my mind to have the energy to eat aswell. Goddamn feelings & stuff. I’ll go take a peak in the fridge though. Maybe my stomach will start growling as soon as it’s fixed its eyes on something yummy. ;3
TAGS: marilyn manson, worldwideweb
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8 April, 2009
- Listening to: Alice in Videoland - Dance With Me
To start with I’d like to point out that the Enthusiast (fanlisting collective) page still is under maintenance. Having some troubles with the codes, but it’ll be up and running soon enough.
On another note.. I’ve gotten myself a Twitter. It’s alot of fun actually. Got the link to the right in the menu. :]
On a third note.. Darkly Dreaming Dexter, the book by Jeff Lindsay that is, is AMAZING! <3
I’ve watched about eight episodes of Lost today. Second season. It’s just as good as the first season, I can tell you. I’ve heard friends say that the series gets worse and worse. Worse in the way of crossing the line making everything even more weird and full of it, to put it that way. I don’t know though. Still thrills me to death that series. I’d love to comment on all the things that has made me gasp, swear and slam my hands at my head through the last episodes, but I don’t want to spoil it for you guys reading it. So.. I’ll keep it to myself. Amagad, though. I’m nerve wracking. Can’t tell who’s my favourite so far though. I’d go with either Charlie or Sawyer. But who knows? One of ‘em might turn into a complete bastard, while some other character all of a sudden stand out and appears to be my hero. Who knows.. It’s Lost. You can’t know anything in forehand.
(googled)
TAGS: tv shows, worldwideweb
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5 April, 2009
- Listening to: Evanescence - Good Enough
Been a bit quiet for a lil’ time now, and I’m sorry about that.
My life is about to change quite dramatically in he up-coming week. Can’t be arsed going into details, but I’m gonna work at a smaller amount of time at my current part-time job and just work extra, while I’m going to start working more or less full-time at my current extra-job. As my extra-job is being a webdeveloper, I work at home, which will give me alot of flexibility in my life, which means longer visits at my boyfriend. WIN!
Came home from my love a couple of hours ago. Can’t say much else than I love him to death.
I love you for being you.
On another note.. NEW LAYOUT! Amagad! Still finishing some details and pages, so.. hold on! :3
TAGS: love, work
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24 March, 2009
- Listening to: The Verve - Bittersweet Symphony
YAY! I woke up with the sun in my eyes. How fantastic is that! Although probably extremely tired from the conference trip this weekend I had no troubles getting up what-so-ever. DOUBLE-YAY! I got used to the sun this weekend though, as it was really shiny and kinda warm in Italy. As mentioned we went on a conference trip and had a really great time. As usual I couldn’t help but feel a little bit homesick although it was only for four days, but that’s just me. ;] It was amazing to skii again after a four years break. My colleagues said it was like riding the bicycle. You never really forget how to do it. And they were right. Swosch, swosch! TRIPPLE-YAY!
The other week I got all sucked up with the game “We Love Katamari”. I had a period a couple of years ago when I couldn’t stop playing and now I got back to my saving and started collecting all those cute little cousins and gifts again. To those not familiar with the game, it’s a game from Namco and is from the series of “Katamari Damacy”. It’s a true japanese game where you’re supposed to travel from place to place and roll up everything you can imagine into a big katamari. Reading about the game it sounds completely dull, but it’s really entertaining. In the game is all this silly japanese music with one song named “Welcome Mr. Sunshine”.. Extremely fitting, yah. Definetely the Tip of the Day. :]
(googled)
TAGS: travelling, video games
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13 March, 2009
- Listening to: U2 - Love and Please or Else
For two hours I waited in line over the net to be able to book tickets to the U2 concert in Gothenburg this summer. I was on the second the time hit 8:50 and they reseted the queue, and still I got to wait for two hours. In the middle of the waiting time they released the news that they’d decided to do two concerts. And finally, I got six tickets to Ullevi the 1st of August. WOOPAH! It’s gonna be amazing.
On another note, a new festival has started to interest me alot more, which is the swedish Arvika. The other day they revealed that Nine Inch Nails will be a headliner this year. Also Depeche Mode is playing, and alot of friends of mine are going already. The ticket is cheaper than the Hultsfred one (and the abroad ones for that matter), so Arvika starts to look very appealing. We’ll see, I guess, but it wouldn’t be out of the question guessing it’s where I’ll end up. ;]
Busy weekend with my love. It’s gonna be amazing.
TAGS: concerts, festivals
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4 March, 2009
- Listening to: Nine Inch Nails - All The Love in the World
After a stressful week filled with activities I got my payment. It’s my fourth day of fever and it’s driving me nuts. It’s so goddamn boring to just sit at home and play World of Warcraft and feel bloody useless. I’m eating alot of oranges and drinking cup after cup of tea. Everything to try and make everything better. My head aches and I feel sick from time to time, not being very much in the mood for food more than my damn oranges.
I’m holding up my mood by thinking about the a-m-a-z-i-n-g concert I went to last week. Keith was still as hysterical and brilliant as I understood him to be ten years ago. Berns Salonger was crowed with fans in all ages, all kinds of styles and with different intention of how to appear at the concert. Lots of beer drinking that quickly turned into sweat on the dance floor. The pulse was high and the atmosphere magical. I’ll be happy if getting the chance to see them again.
The transition from Diesel Power to Smack My Bitch Up was to die for. Proof!
TAGS: concerts, illness
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26 February, 2009
- Listening to: The Prodigy - Climbatize
Dogs, blood and water they promised, and their promises they kept. Soaring, flying, jumping, falling.. There wasn’t a single twist they forgot to add to their sparkling show. Bounce has truly done it again. Caution! was a wonderful piece of art added to a fantastic collection of Bounce. Not that they only shared their extraordinary talents and creation, but they varied with very emotional numbers along with hilarious bits. Looking at their faces when goofing around with the most unserious music added to their dancing skills, you really saw they were having extremely fun aswell. And of course. As they had many (many!) surprises along the eighty minutes long show the audience reacted strongly, which I bet raised their adrenaline to maximum. Again they amazed me, and again I couldn’t help but be nerdy enough to focus on the music at every number. I wish they had added some System of a Down or so, like they did to their latest show where they brought the story of “One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest” into dancing. But still their choice of music was perfect and it came out very effectful. Gah, as usual I miss dancing and wish I had focused even more on it. And I wish I had the muscles and stomach Jennie and Ambra has. ._.
BouncE, I salute you!
Prodigy later tonight with the company of my father and a beer. :}
(photo borrowed from dn.se, photographer: håkan larsson)
TAGS: dancing, shows
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